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Monday, 28 January 2019

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My LIT EIGTEENTH BIRTHDAY PARTY + THE PANIC OF GROWING OLDER


             Finally I am 18! You guys I am so ecstatic, you have no idea how long I have waited for this age. I thank God for keeping me.  I couldn’t wait to turn 18 but look at me now feeling so old , A part of me wishes I was turning 16 again and the other part is so pumped that I am 18. I got a lot of messages, calls etc. Like my friends are the sweetest, they were actually counting down to 12am to call me and guess what I only took one call at that time because your girl slept off  praying.

 I can’t remember what I even prayed for but I know I have been thinking and revaluating, I have asked myself some hard questions like what is my purpose , what defines me , what drives me ,who are my friends , how is my love life and by love life I am talking about Agape love; my approach and response towards people How do I respond to people?  who do people say that I am( see me sounding like Master Jesus).
The phase of adulthood just began for me and I just realized that I am getting closer to being responsible for myself. People of God I can actually go to kirikiri (jail) now  so no messing up lol.

My Phone decided to start acting up and I missed a lot of calls and messages, It pained my entire being eh, I hope everybody understands while I await my Iphone x  yunno!
I shaa recieved gifts,Hugs and lots of kisses
I honestly feel some type of way ever since my birthday party on the (25th January). I think it is the panic of growing older; I literally got a pen and paper to plan my life. Epic! Am I over thinking things? Tell me how you felt when you turned eighteen or grew older.

This panic didn’t start now because my favourite poem in secondary school was ‘’THE PANIC OF GROWING OLDER’’click here to read the poem,It is so beautiful, relatetable and so  freaking accurate, it's by Lenrie peters and I memorised it word for word  now, It is all up in my feelings. Oh well! My year just started and I am going to utilise it. From today I will be more intentional, consistent and happy A.K.A living my best life.

My  Eighteenth birthday was lit by the way, I had people I love come together and we had mad fun. I felt loved like everything was about me. You know I really wish to have a million followers someday with a lot of engagement on my Instagram pageand blog but I realized I wasn’t ready at all. I had roughly 200 messages on my birthday and I couldn’t reply everybody guys It’s a lot of work. I was utterly confused so on this note I forgive the love of my life Abimbola Craig for not replying any of my Dm’s. I understand now GOODNESS!!!  And I hope to learn too

Anyway, my birthday was basically a hang out situation, we played, we got to talk about Adulting , sex,rape, dressing etc. and it was on that day I realised I have not had my first kiss(not going to happen anytime soon) neither have I ever watched high school musical(don’t ask me what I did with my childhood) or Game of thrones (don’t bite me I will watch for watching sake shaa hopefully sometime this year) am I the only one who has not watched it? Because everyone seems to think I am an alien for not watching it, Safe to say my birthday was both educating and entertaining. I will be sharing all we talked about in subsequent posts guys I learnt a lot from different perspectives. Ok this is long enough let me show you  the visuals

we went to the Amusement park 

cake eating time


birthday party and cruise

we had the funest slide ever

fun slide in the park


we ate and drank to stupor


drank to stupor


my friends are the goofiest and I love It


crazy pictures from my eighteenth birthday


Cake eating time


cake eating time


yas! am 18..gee dem




and my mummy came!


mother and her girls
she is the hot one on brown trousers


I had a food baby from the party


bloating



If you stayed till the end , I love you and please take time to appreciate yourself and be with people who love you, even if it is just a handful of them
gbe body eh! peace out
















8 comments:

  1. Hiiii😊 sooo happy you turned 18 (finally) I wish you the best babe! You are ready to get over 1k subs! You can do it! Love you! -Juanita

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    1. Yes..thank you love..I really hope for that to happen soon..,Amen

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    2. Yes..thank you love..I really hope for that to happen soon..,Amen

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    3. Yes..thank you love..I really hope for that to happen soon..,Amen

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  2. Girl after all you wrote I quickly want my 18th birthday to hurry up already. I love you but God loves you best as usual

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    1. Aww thank you..I hope your birthday is beautiful and full of love too

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    2. Aww thank you..I hope your birthday is beautiful and full of love too

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